It has been 2 weeks in the army. Somehow i feel that i've much adapted to the environment, yet contradiction exists as i feel i won't be able to take it. Our sergent major spoke to us and said that fuckers like us(bo tat cey) will go into infantry, which is rifleman. No offence here but its usually dropouts, Ite, o 'levels holder that ended up in this place. Why? Because they dun have a qualification and cant be promoted quickly. Training is tough and crazy inside. People dun respect u as people and look down on you. Terrible.

My sergent knew i had a diploma and asked me if i was interested to be a commander. Of course i said yes. But the problem lies with my fucking school. My results are not back yet and i've got to pass a copy of my highest qualification to my sergent. Looks like i have to pass my o level cert. Damn.

I feel that i'm gonna "awol" anytime. Everyday i exercise 3 times a day. Morning 5.30 when we wake up, after breakfast under the hot sun, than after lunch under the SUPER hot sun. Fucking crazy. I'm the first bed of the section and i sleep beside the corridor window. Everynight, planes fly by. They fly really low i'll look at them and hope that they can take me back to singapore. The planes are so low that we can even tell wat plane it is.

Going back to camp in a few hours. :( Bye bye.